Over the past couple days I kindof had an epiphany about like my life. It came to me like holy shit, I'm actually old and I actually have to start being aware of my future. Because I do want to go to a good college and be successful. And wasting my time on social network sites isn't going to help me achieve that.
 
I don't really know if anyone reads these, but if you do I want everyone to know that everyone here is super nice and I love being on Polyvore, I just don't want to do this for the rest of my life. I can't keep wasting my life on this website, I need to do what I need to do to achieve my dreams.
 
So I just wanted to say bye and have a good life. And get off your computer and go play outside!!! Your life is out there, not here. (:
 
So for the last time...
 
xxN

This is for a contest... (Just to let you know because I kindof strayed from my usual pinks and neutrals)
 
Right now I just finished the 2003 edition of Peter Pan. The movie brings out so many emotions about my childhood, and I get really upset, knowing that it's practically over. Like today, my mum told me to put away my clothes, and of course I put it off to the last minute and then my dad came up and was telling me to do it also. I then told him how I cleaned the bathroom and put away everyone else's clothes (INCLUDING HIS) and he just says "Do you really think that's an accomplishment for a 16 year old?"
 
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Nothing is good enough. Ever. Everyone expects me to act like an adult and I don't even get time to enjoy being young! I'm just getting rushed to my death. I just want to be young and play pretend, not worry about jobs and school and college. It's not like this will ever happen again, but I guess I can dream..
 
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Wendy: Where do you live?
Peter: Second to the right, and then straight on till morning.
 
xxN
 

On a side note..
 
I also hate how teenagers act so vulgar. It saddens me, really, how quickly one can lose all their innocence in a couple of years. I just wanted to get that out. Whoever you are reading this, please never lose sight of your innocence and childhood.

Getting away is both happy and sad. I mean, you want to leave your normal life and go some place else and experience something new. But getting yourself to leave is hard. You're comfortable with everything you know and what you're familiar with. Don't get me wrong, I love vacations but seeing my puppy go off to the kennel just kills me. And I just don't know what to expect. I guess I'll just have to jump and hope for the best.
 
xxN
 
(I'm having conflicting thoughts on going on vacation. It's a family trip so I really hope this goes well..)

Or should I say Hello, again? This is me after my two year break. I've had plenty of my own time on Polyvore before this.. I guess you'll be seeing a lot more of me now that I'm back.
 
Lemme tell you a little about myself.,
 
I'm going into my 11th year, I now do Cross Country, Track, & Gymnastics. I am formally a cheerleader, but I quit last year. Some of my favourite brands are J.Crew, Banana, Forever21, Elie Tahari, Tiffany's, NARS, Benefit Cosmetics, Sephora, Saks, etc. Also, my sets are 100% original, I never use a template.. I live in London and I also speak French. & That's all you need to know.. For now, I guess. I'll see you around..
 
xx N